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Afternoon in Weimar

When the sun is still high in the sky, I wandered around Weimar for a late afternoon walk on my last day in the peaceful German city. On my tourist map, the center city looked like a maze because of interconnected, crooked streets and alleys. At first I thought : shoots… I seemed like a rat in a maze: trembling and worrying about how to find the way out; afterwards, the map looked vaguely familiar like that of New York City: very complicated, but you could never get lost.

Somehow I decided to stay on Theaterplatz Square to have Goethe’s and Schiller’s company. A lone traveler must have a companion; I had two at least, and many other strangers who spoke German to me. I actually enjoyed the language, and found that if I was willing to communicate, I could still understand what people mean. I was sitting at a bench in front of the Bauhaus Museum for more than half an hour, observing tourists and local people mingle and hustle through the square.  It was an absolutely pleasant 30-minute rest for my day.

One interesting thing I found was the prevalent presence of bicycles in Weimar. They appeared in many forms and shapes, used by a wide range of people especially students and the elderly. Their friendly looking reminded me of my childhood: growing up in a small city like Weimar, riding a bike to school almost everyday. I held it dearly for many years until I moved to a hustle place where there was no place for a bike anymore. Hence, the image of bicycles to me was a part of my Weimar experience, so I took many pictures of them. Here are my two favorite:

The Hercules Bike

Bikes and Shadow

Color of Germany Series

I got lost at the stunning colorful murals at the East Side Gallery – a must see for everyone to visit Berlin

Berlin for History Geeks

May 16, 2012 is the day for history geeks in the ASC in Germany program to ramble and to be tested in and about history. We dealt with different historical periods of the German State. In the morning, we visited the Deutsches Historisches Museum, which is neatly located in a vibrant part of East Berlin. Every Scottie agreed that the tour guide spoke excellent English, had a good sense of humor, and was very spontaneous. On top of everything he was a great art historian who could tell a story from a painting; he could connect history with what is happening to the museum collections. We can never find any anecdote about the descendants of Jewish victims who are now re-claiming their rights to their parents’ art collections in any history books. It reminds me of the movie The History Boys (2006), in which the teacher says that the current history is the forgotten history, or people only want to remember the distant past, not what has just happened.

Since the establishment of the German State in 1871, Germany has gone through many turbulence, and turning points in such a short amount of time. I realize that German history somehow synchronized with film history, which started in 1895. If somebody in Germany could create a German history museum through the lens of movies, it would be awesome. There exist a film museum and a history museum in Berlin, but why don’t we make a history through films museum?

The 90-minute museum tour really brought back to me what I learned during this school year at Agnes Scott. The Nuremburg Law defined by a biological chart. This graphical demonstration helped me make sense the definition of Jewishness that Claudia Koonz tries to clarify in the Nazi Conscience. I saw the beetle, the beautiful car model that I am in love with, which was the Volkswagen car that Hitler promised every Volk to be able to own one in the 30s , but it never came true until the end of WW II.

The Stasi prison was a very emotional and depressing place for me. I refused to take any picture of the place because it was very depressing. However, I acknowledged that I learned more about myself, my background, and my interpretation of an authoritarian regime than the actual place itself. It is traveling and interacting with the place, and people that really provokes my inner thought about my identity. Everything looked so familiar as if I had been into a place like the interrogation room there before. The furniture looked familiar, the torture tactics sounded familiar. On top of all, I realized the patterns of wall paper, of the floor. They look like what my father used for his tiny apartment in Hanoi 5 years ago. That realization and connection horrified me, and I was not able to take it.

In the evening, I had a wonderful chance to explore the Hackescher Market with a Vietnamese whom I interviewed for an oral history project. She was willing to share with me her childhood experience, her schooling, and her love to travel, to be alive for herself, not for her parents, her version of Berlin, and her version of Vietnam. It was not the first time that I have come to a conclusion that traveling with a local always fascinated me more than with a group of enthusiasts who come for tourist attractions. During this trip, I love the balance that I am able to manage: to both meet and converse with local Berliners and to explore the tourist parts with other world travellers.

Tomorrow, the group will travel to Dessau and visit the Bauhaus School of Architecture. It is actually the subject that Alex and I presented in class almost two months ago, but I do not remember much. The trip will refresh our knowledge, and helps us acquire some more information and will inspire us for some future projects. Then I will attend a gathering with the Vietnamese Community of Berlin and Brandenburg for the Ascension Holiday in the evening. Hopefully, there will be more thought-provoking discussions for me. It is my responsibility to unearth the truth, to record multiple side stories of Vietnamese immigrants, and to connect Vietnamese people around the globe. Hence, I take this project pretty seriously. I also realized that I love history, and I really want to get better and more in depth with it.

Pho or Noodle Soup Philosophy

 

 

 

When I was in elementary school, my favorite breakfast food was Pho, a Vietnamese noodle soup that comprises of flat rice noodle, beef broth, various different types of seasonings and vegetables. I liked my Pho to be hot, served with sriracha, two pieces of lime, and thin-sliced papaya salad/pickles. It would literally take me an hour to finish my breakfast because first it was hot; second, we ate it with chopsticks(not folk) and a spoon, and I was just 5-7 years old. My mom hated me for taking lots of her time and money wasting on breakfast, but sorry I was the only child at the time, and my dad did not stay with us because of his job. So I was super spoiled. I insisted on eating Pho every morning, and my mom would complain every morning as well. Our day started with a mom-daughter quarrel over what to eat for breakfast and when to wake up for almost two years. I was a strong-headed and chubby daughter who over-consumed fatty and highly- sugar-concentrated foods. It was part of my life in a small town in Vietnam, where I found my childhood pretty boring but safe.

When I came to America, my love and desire for Pho had disappeared for quite a while. It was partly because I had to prepare for too many tests, wasted my time in all sort of paperwork, and other things, so I lost the taste for Pho. I forgot how Pho tasted like. I was surprised that Pho and Spring rolls are the two most famous Vietnamese foods in America. They are served for lunch and dinner. They are meant to be real meals that provide nutrition, and substance for daily activities, so there is gone my breakfast food. I do not have a pleasure of waking up early and go out to get a bowl of noodle, but I have to wait till lunch or dinner to get it. That is a cultural difference; I suppose. Everybody eat cereal and other fast foods for breakfast because nobody in America has time to spend an hour for breakfast like myself in a bucolic town in the north of Vietnam. Pho here tastes different too; it is not as hot as what I want it to be. But on the brighter side, there is more stuff in a bowl of Pho, and the bowl is substantially bigger.  It is considered as an ethnic food, not a popular food. It is cooked with beef broth that cooks buy from grocery stores, not from scratch like home. My pho experience is totally different here in terms of tastes, restaurants, timing, people, and the purpose that I go to eat Pho is different too. Before eating Pho is a sort of a morning ritual, now it is a slow-food restaurant experience that serves as a reminder of a distant home. It reminds me of my family, my people, my country and my responsibility and that I am not allowed to be Westernized or Americanized, and that I am Vietnamese.

This blog post, however, is neither about the Pho experience nor my study-abroad experience, but it is about how my life is reflected through a bowl of Pho with its simplest and universal ingredients, not local ones. Pho is very similar to moral codes; there are local norms and universal moral codes. You can find some universal ingredients to personalize to make a basic bowl of Pho, or personalize by adding local specialties into it. But the basic ingredients are thin rice noodle, chicken or beef broth, meat slices, seasoning vegetables, bean sprout (which actually was added when Pho traveled from Hanoi to Saigon J), chili, sriracha and lime. You eat the noodles by using chopsticks and a spoon. The best bite is a combination of noodle, vegetables, a piece of meat, vegetables, and a spoonful of soup. The basic principle here is that you have a bit of everything at one. It sounds very simple, but it is the Vietnamese identity to me. Each ingredient represents a Vietnamese characteristic of the people and the land, which is embedded in a bowl of Pho.

The foremost important ingredient is the flat rice noodle. In America, it looks and tastes very similar to the noodle in Pad Thai, but they are totally different. In Vietnam, the noodle that is served in Pho is fresh, meaning that they are not dry noodles. They contain water, and you do not need to boil water to cook them. You only need to warm them up. It makes a huge difference to eat a bowl of Pho with fresh noodle because you can taste the freshness, and the richness in it. It represents for the earth, for beauty, generosity and ingenuity that Vietnamese people value the most. Yes, Vietnamese culture evolved around agriculture. Those characteristics are valued the most in an agricultural society where people rely heavily on other people’s labor, and Mother Nature’s mercy.   The earth and its children (i.e. plants) are most important. That is the reason why one finds so many different seasonings and vegetables and rice noodle in a bowl of Pho. It is the earth itself represented in Pho.

Then the second most important ingredient for me is the broth, which represents water, purity, and harmony. The key word here is harmony. The broth makes everything feels right; it balances and combines all shades of tastes and feelings together. If the noodle and meat are too dry, you can add some more broth. If the meat is too chewy and you cannot swallow it, add a spoonful of broth. With the help of broth, meat and noodle will slowly but peacefully find their way down your stomach. The broth represents fluidity, resourcefulness and harmony. It sounds very Asian, very stereotypical, but they are necessary quality that one should strive for and master in order to remain balanced in life. If one grows up in a Vietnamese household, and goes to a Vietnamese school, one will be repeatedly told about the story of “Chung Cake and Day Cake,” or “The Tale of Earth and Water.” They are all about the creation of a tradition, or the creation of the Vietnamese people. They both emphasize the harmony between two elements: earth and water, or to a broader extent, nature. So a bowl of Pho that contains two most important elements of earth and water truly represents Vietnamese belief in the harmony of nature.

The last ingredient that adds flavor and highlights the distinctiveness of Pho is the meat. One can choose different types of meat to go with a bowl of Pho; it is up to one’ personal preference. It speaks more for a personal choice than to the identity of a people. I rank it the least important because it represents for the luxury and the substance that makes Pho become a luxury food, not a poor man’s food. Vietnamese people used to be poor (and are still poor according to the World Bank’s standard). Only twenty years ago, meat was considered as luxury food that people had to restrain their consumption to the minimum. There were many economic and cultural reasons behind this mentality. Economists would say that meat is a normal good; when people get richer they consume more meat. Hence, when Vietnamese were poor, they would consume less of it. The second reason is that there was a huge shortage of supply. This comes from the food ration policy of the communist government. Everybody now realizes this policy to be stupid; so were the policy makers, so was the government. Let’s leave politics aside, I want to emphasize that meat is still not a main ingredient in a bowl of Pho. It makes Pho complete, but it does not represent for the principles, philosophy and the people behind Pho.

I have discussed a little bit about my basic understanding of Pho today including its ingredients and some of the characteristics of Vietnamese people that it represents. Next time, I will discuss how Pho philosophy unfolds in my daily life, and I hope that some of you guys (i.e. bloggers) will find it enjoyable and maybe applicable in your life as well.

Foods in the Bronx

This is how authentic cheese supposed to look like

Serendipity

I stumbled upon this gentleman while browsing on Wikipedia about Vietnamese people in Germany.

Vice Chancellor of Germany

I cannot stop admiring Vietnamese descendants, who can not only integrate but also become successful and being respected by their host countries. I really want to meet him next summer in Germany. I will keep praying and hope that miracle happen.

Germany, I want to come.

Asking Question

“Asking questions will get you the performance you are after far better than dictating demands.”
– Dan James

Deep Nov 03

Unconditional Help Nov 1

“The greatest gift that you can give to others is the gift of unconditional love and acceptance.”

– Brian Tracy, Author

 

The quote above applies to me in so many circumstances in my life. I  have been living up to that standard, and I hope to keep it up.

 

Goals yet Defined

I haven’t written any inspirational entry for at least a week. The unfulfilled feeling consumes my mind. I was somehow all over place, and doing trivial tasks instead of focusing on a few important ones because I have not yet figured out where to go and what to do in next school year. I am a student; my job is to go to school of course. But which school is the question for me now. Next year, I will become a senior, I still have two distributions to take, and 3 history classes to finish my major. That is to say 5 more classes in my senior year, and I will be done with my college life. It is scary to think about.

I have another plan, but I have been debating with myself whether I should go studying at another place for a semester. That will refresh my mind, my body and my social life for four months. I have been thinking of its possibility since May, which means it is an underlying assumption that I will take an absent leave for almost five months now.

The only drawback is where I will get the money to finance that luxurious plan, studying at an over-priced university somewhere in the Western World, which I no longer feel alienated, but truly home. I need to consult one more person – my mom – for this plan. I have to ask for her consent; otherwise, she will not finance my education inevitably.

To conclude I quote a saying that really captures my life in the past week:

"In the absence of clearly-defined goals, we become strangely loyal 
to performing daily trivia until ultimately we become enslaved by it." 
 -- Robert Heinlein, American Novelist

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